Memories

After me slick and my little brother departed from each other at the safe house slick had a couple miles out of town, i decided to go to the bar by Marios on black ave. I felt like I needed to get my mind away...away from all the stresses in the world, so i went in sat down and ordered a beer with two shots. As my mind started roam and my eyes started to lower, I noticed a picture of Switzie Salinskey, how the picture got in the bar I did not know, all i know is that she looked happy really happy and that acne she had when we were in high school had disappeared. She looked good really good, or maybe that was the alcohol in my system. I ordered up about 4 more rounds and left. I walked home tired and head hanging, but right before I stepped i the lobby of finch pointe, i saw a turquoise teddy bear lying on the ground. Its funny because at any other time if i would have saw the bear i would have walked past it and let stay there but today was different, i picked up the bear and went to my room. As i sat in the dark only the moonlight to light up the room. I kept wondering why i took the bear, then it came to me. Jordan! my eyes wide open and hands clutching the bear harder and harder. I couldn't hold back the tears "she was only 11" i kept saying, as my voice went from grieving to anger. "SHE WAS ONLY 11" i shouted to the darkness. My voice faded out and all i could do is cry. My baby sister, i loved her so much "why god why" i said and as i began to breakdown. I could picture her smiling at me that she on the day she died so beautiful just like our mother. When my phone rang i picked it up and and all i heard is my brother crying on the phone "do you know what day it is?" ask my little brother then it struck me like lighting when it hits a tree in forest. It was her birthday she was 8 years younger then me. she would have been 20 today...........

TATTED UP

thsh blatitatat need new tattoo artist huh well if i could even draw a stick figure i would try out for the job. haha too bad ya boy only good for fades and line ups, but if I every had to give some one a tat it probably would be this chick Miranda lowe i seen around the donut shop a couple of times. I would give her some angle wings on that nice little back of hers because she look like she fell straight from heaven. well that is all for now i got to get back to work, money calls..........